Scars

I spent the night at Meredith's last night, and she told me that I need to reconsider my friendship with Jay. I know she's right, but I don't think I'm strong enough to go at it alone. I've got a grand total of three people I'd call friends, and one of them, I'm slightly pissed off at right now. I don't know if I'm capable of dealing with myself with only one friend. My cuts are kind of healing, finally. Also, as a plus, I finally actually told Jay, after she got upset that I talked to my friends about stuff that happened, that secrets tend to turn into scars with me. Maybe she finally got that...